As you may have heard on the news, the Philippines was hit by a massive typhoon over the last two days. Manila, the capital, was largely spared— but Central VIsayas, a group of islands right at the storm’s path, was not. There are still no telecommunications options…
I’m at this point where I’m just so sad all the time. Like I don’t want to hang out with anyone, but at the same time I don’t want him to win. I need to be with other people, but he’s the only one I wanna spend time with. It hurts so much and I can’t get rid of this pain. I really just want him to realize that no one else works out with us because we were perfect together. There isn’t a day that I don’t think about him and I hate that. I hate that he probably doesn’t think about me. I hate that everything hurts so much. I wish that I was able to not feel anything anymore.
I dont want sex, i want the things that lead up to it. The slow kissing then the passionate kissing, then the pulling closer, the neck kisses, the grabbing, biting, heavy breathing, grinding, the pauses while you catch your breath, feeling each other. Oh my.